Friday, October 20, 2006

poker face

I have tried hard to keep a poker face after being advised, i dont show i am mad, i dont show am angry and to do it all i dont talk much. Most of the people around me are either taking advantage of people or situations or both.

It is funny to see how petty people become trying to accuse one another. Laughing along with them and the moment they turn behind- its is nothing but criticism. I have seen it, heard it and am trying to not get affected. So, where do you draw the line, where do you stop? Whom do you be truthful to? Is everyone the same?

It is another friday, just one of those fridays where i can do all i want to do. I am designing my coffee shop, floor plan and interiors and i can say , am going to enjoy every bit of it. Done with my class and eight hours of work today and have to run to the gym so I dont go to bed guilty every day.

Friday, October 13, 2006

graduation



I have been guilty of not writing for quite sometime, been busy just trying to fulfill my my commitment towards study. Two more months to graduate and I cant wait. I graduate on December 15!!!!

My schedule has been pretty tight, so by the time I am back home I even hate talking to people on the phone. I'm drowned in assignments.

I have skipped on all get togethers and been in home, soaking some time for me, if i have any left after millions of submission and some more. Last week had the law lab get together and it was fun. On one hand I cant wait to get over with my studies but on the other I know its time for a job.

It is just one of those stressful times when you dont know whats going on. I am trying to take control but i guess its good sometimes to let it go. I am not even sure if I'm going to stay in Oklahoma anymore, it is a small place but i like it so far. I might be moving to Chicago as well. So a few more months in Oklahoma with my old friends is all I get.

I am sure things will be fine, the stress will be over and I will be the goofy person again. It is all in the job i guess, a job and no more exams again for a while!!!