ramblings

How important is solitude? Do we want it and when do we avoid it?

Sitting almost alone this weekend in my apartment, with friends touring the world and the states- i'm looking for the answer. The few minutes in the car wash and back and forth journey made me realise I want to go back to my life that i enjoyed. My life of solitude.

I want to get back to the world of poetry, to books and writing. I want to know myself better. Everytime we hide behind the crowd avoiding the loneliness, jump into another invitation for the party- I think it is time to know are we doing it just because we want to be in that party or are we scared of being ourselves?

I have always treasured my moments alone and am ready again to bond with real friends, talk with real people and spend some quality time with my self. Travel alone, do my things on my own and explore life.

Who thought i would miss my friends in msn messenger so much? Who knew that friendship is not about time, it is about reaching the point- the point where you can be you. My search still continues- of that friend i'm looking for. Last night it was nice talking toWin, knowing that everyone has their own story, it was a relief to talk.

Life can only be better with summer:)