how good you are!

worked all day and had my class till 8.40 pm and now back home.
dinners ready......rice, omlette and aloo curry. oh, also a can of coconut water......which i found in the oriental store the other day.
once home with a teriible head ache.....decided to cook up fast , wash deishes and then along warm shower and am fresh as the morning dew.
have to tell about latest following, I listen to Dalila...........every day. its is in one of the Fm channels here, and she hosts the show. people call up she talks and then play them songds. the good part is listening to her. one inspiring lady.........people usually call about problems and she talks with them. i have got into the habit of listening to it these days.......almost every night. it is calming.......
they talked about a song tonight.............by Kelly Clarkson....called a moment of life. and this caller said how while driving back to home one day, she heard this song on the radio and thought about what was the moment in her life that other people wait for a life time. back home, while she set plates for dinner and saw her three sons doing their stuufs, she realised she had her moment when she had the new born in her hands.
true , i realised, how many times we whine thinking that i am not tht lucky, we never had the moment. but the greatest moments perhaps come from the everyday life something which we never realise how special it is.
tonight , i did not whine.........i realised i had everything i had wanted for , thought of in my secretest of dreams. it might be tough sometimes, but the great things dont come easy, do they?
so, when life is tough....it is because of the right direction that we have taken.instead of taking everyone for granted........realise the worth and make your life worthwhile. make yourslef happy. sometimes traeting yourself in the worst of moments in not a luxury but a compulsion. believing that u exist for yourself not always not for others to judge you of what you are.........indulge in a chocolate or a film. may be buy a dress or just a cream.it is not the money you spend but the worth and importance you give to your self. in the long run it not only makes you happy but helps you in the long run with the self esteem worth of a million!!!!!!
Enjoy and before you go to bed today.....look at yourslef in the mirror and realise how special you are.it can be only you!