I would have been not so worth if it had not been literature. i still don't know if i did take the right decision in taking mass communications for my course. English literature is my first love. It will always remain so.
I hate the mundane things, so insensitive , so not me. It is like going crazy trying to learna nd understand the things which does not have anything to think about. It is so superficial. i like the challenge though, like how i get scared and slowly emerge a victor.
Sylvia Plath still makes me thing. It is where pschology meets literature, a variety very rare. Saw the movie today called SYLVIA, absolutely wonderful.
I still fall back on peoms and novels for my sanity, to make me realise what I am. It just soaks up everything.
May be i will do my thesis again in EnglIsh. That is what I like to do, what i like to read. where reading or pursuing is of tremendous interest, not mere worldly reality.
I loved the movie, perhaps it is insane to like Sylvia plath, not many I have heard like her, But i do. It was not her fault, never hers.
Watching the movie, made me go back to where I belong. Perhaps that is what I should do.
I am the editor of the multicultural students association, and I love to write to see people write, to be expressed. It is lot of work , but i enjoy doing it. Don't know is it because if I like English or mass communication?
I have feelings i can do, do things which some dnt even think exists. i can do it. I have alwsy been a fighter, fought for my rights, fought for my power. I dont seize but I do not allow to be seized also.
I should write again, go back to my dreams of writing novels or peoms , that i have not written for a year I guess. A strange feeling that i get everytime I read a poem or a good writing. Some day, some day it will happen, where I can rise.........above the rest!
