Well ,as i wait for my friend to pop in....and i am literally not so happy , for not keeping to the time......just wonder to scribble in a few lines. its been long since i had posted in my blog, though i manage to puch in a few in my hand written diary everyday. so , after the few pics that i finally posted after long trials, i decided to write again today! nothing much happening i guess, except trying to pump in the challenge in front of me , and more i try to get the feel , alienated and difficult it becomes. so , just to relax myself , i flip through the paper, stare at the glossy magazines trying to read in the thoughts behind the lip gloss, and hop tv channels...to pick up the best! well nothing much changed..am still the same..one who loves to become simply invisible and suddenly leap back in case its really needed. the secrets might be kept in the depest of chambers , yet at times its a relieve to vent them out. and finally , u end up feeling like a free bird , freed of the shackles!!! whoa!! thats life! still waiting , no sign of my friend yet.i fume, sent messeges to no avail. last night seemed so special , its like ...i dont know...er...well...something different...and all those messeges and suddenly no ones there. how long can i wait? patience i dont have much, but at certain times i seem to compensate posing all calm and taking on mission impossibles. hey, can u come please!!! i am tired waiting and dont have much to write either...though thts the only thing i can do better than the rest.so , though i start with an emty mind , theres always a overflow of water to fill up my empty brain. nothing happens yet....it seems more like waiting for godot, the play by beckett- and i remember the first time we read in the calss, it was like going nuts. nothing happens but u still got to read it and analyse why nothing happens. thats making a lot out of nothing!!! yeah , u got it right.....still not arrived...guess i need to get in some food here..am really famished.so ....thinking of what to have....er..well may be should stop waiting , have my delicacies and just hit the bed...ormay b should wait. no way, this time i decise , i am going to get my stuff done.the cyber world might be crazy , but it has the last dregs of sincerity still plugged in.oh , my friend ..hes from the other part of the world...but we have to share our fun and not so fun moments. the distance does counts , but know what it can make u close too.u can just speak your mind ....without worrying. that it can have some adverse effects.still logged in....but seems got caught up in something. all right then , now time for some cheese omlette and ....coke??? by the time i finish that and regain back my composure and strength..hope he turns up...to get bashed up with all my writings. yeah , that all i have ...words and words and words! |
"I wandered lonely as a cloud
That floats on high o'er vales and hills
When all at once I saw a crowd
A host of golden daffodils."
wordsworth
